earthangel

hahaha… i really do not know! i am just tryng to exercise again my brains…my neurons for writting to be exact…..it has been a great while then and i might not write that good maybe best again.of course i don’t want that to happen. i’ve been tryng to regain back that talent or the hobby of free writting….are the words coming out right?that i do not care at all! i may not post much blog from those blogsite that i used to have nor here but promise i will add some on my collections…..this is just a beginning of an end!hahahaha….dang thing!is this an outcome of a mind that hasnt rest  and of body and soul that have not awaken from deep slumber that is not happening yet…OMG! do i have to undergo creative writting or technical writting again?aaaarrrgggg….hope not…one day soon i’ll be Who i Was and who i really am….i should have post Goodmorning blog instead!Happy reading! come back for more soon!….ciao!

hehe…this is just a copy of about me and who i want to meet…i have made some errors editing my media box,almost all were deleted.so if i ever made a mistke on editing again…tghen i can go back on this blog and paste it back to where it belongs…

about me:

The simple things in life give me the most pleasure. Can be the sunrise or a sunset, paddling out for a surf(as if i knew how) as the sun comes up in the morning, walking along the beach as the sun sets. A good meal, bottle of green tea,a cup of coffee frap…FroSty,sundae,frenchfries,hash brown patties,taco,nachos,buritos,lasagna,lettuce,cheese,chocolates,lollipop,balloons,…Traveling around, meeting new people, experiencing new cultures and environments, living in paradise… It’s all good,isnt it?Hanging out with people that have good vibes and energy, have a sense of humor, and are just as cool with getting up and charging as with kicking back and mellowing out.oohhh… i miss the fun!
**a.k.a. AJ to my wave89.1 fm family and chatmates..RocKsTaRcHiC to my fellow rakista..BlUeAnGeL as i use when i want to be anonymous like..hehe..JoDi to the txu energy clients..JaM to my amber family/batch/friendz..JaMiLa to my sona uae frendz and ex co workers..jObeLLe/BeLLe/beLLaMataGuchi(they love my eyes xo much!) to my mom and relatives…JoBs to my dearest and closest friends..
**used to administer a computer shop!
–used to be on team renegades(pasaway na qoh)..team wailers(mas pasaway-nagkasungay)..team desperados(ayun naging desperate at xobrang pasaway!-nagkasungay at buntot!she devil!)-wala naman maniwala..
–want to spare some of my time for those who are really in need!my ears are ready to listen..my shoulders are ready to be leaned on,and you will hear me  if you want me to say something-"like tanga ka pala e..pareho lang tayo!ayuz ba?"

–the first syllable of my first REAL name means sweetheart in english dictionary,the next syllable means lovely in french or beautiful in latin and my second name is actually a flower! can you guess it???????

ok i guess this one is better.
–i am just a simple human being.SIMPLE PERO ROCK!……understanding,have a lots of patience…hmmmmm……better yet ask my friends,my family,my ex’s (if i have one,or two or three or many of them!hehehe) or it would be much better for you to find out!-hang out with me then!and for as long as you pay the bills!lolz(baka maniwala ka pero okay na rin di naman me magastos eh,i swear tanong mo pa kahit kanino.)

**i like playing the guitar and drums but i am not gifted to do so(im stuck with the basics!)gosh!,i am very much eager to learn!anyone to help?i love to watch  the sunrise,sunset, go out and camp,hiking etc.
–ei there’s a send message button there,click it and let me know what’s in your mind! :p

read my testimonials if you like.do me one if you want! ;P

***pretrending to be okay now,tryng to live my life without my precious loving mom for the rest of my days.i miss her so much!!!!****

**love is a trip,life is a journey…..no turning back!!!!!
**aztig!simpleng pasaway

who i want to meet

those who are fun to be with - people like YoU i guess,true and kind-hearted people,who are not prejudice themselves, music lover,my long lost friends and…….
(guesswho?)my soulmate?na ah! perhaps.what d’ya think?if you want to know me far better and be in your list of friends my email add is…..,my landline number is….my mobile number is…..hmmmmmmm….is it viscible?(well then  just ask!) that is, if i have one! hehe.

**but i dont want to dictate what kind of people i would like to meet nweiz,just be who you really are and let’s see if we click! u

-old and new friends!
-dj’s

-famous and not so famous band! hehe
-bass guitarist,drummer! haha

-anybody whose everybody…..lolzzzzz

in short, ANYONE!  ;p
peace out!<br><br>

"he can change"-that is the most stupid things women can say!even i relied on that,besides praying hard for that…i believed, he can changed…

i remember about this 3 stupid words.i have read an article about it but i forgot where was that….but i have kept some points on that article such as…

"For whatever reason, it seems that women often think they can change men. I’m sure some men are guilty of this too, but it seems that women in particular are vulnerable to this treacherous way of thinking. It sounds like this:

“He has vices/addictions, but he can change”
“I’m not sure that he’s trustworthy, but he can change”
“He has a temper problem, but he can change”
“He doesn’t have any ambition in life, but he can change”

Reality really bites!i’m a victim of this….for 7 years or more i have been saying that to myself…that this particular man can change…there are some changes but it’s a no no that you can totally change a man….a bit change is just for a shorter period of time….i did not have any expectations on these but somehow i am hoping that changes will apply to his life completely not just for few seconds!

but thinking again…it may sounds so stupid but,it is a hope we are clinging to…it is just depends on that person how he would handle his life and how he would show respect for himself and for others especially to those who loved them.i still believed, one can change because there are people i know who made wonderful changes among their lives…

but for this man….i have had enough i guess…

it is really hard living without her.when all my life i have spent it with her.i dont want to be sound so pessimistic but as of these days no more happy days.this coming 12th is my loneliest birthday ever,this coming holiday season would never be as happy as before.i am totally feelinng incomplete.Now i am missing so much……..my ever dearest mother.for these days i am tryng to be okay.i am still tryng not to cry everytime i think of her.i tried to reminisce those happy days,those smiles and laughter and breakfast or each meal i have with her,for i love her so much………….a song for mama the lost song i played for mom!now it makes me cry harder listening to it but for wherever she is i hope she can hear it whenever i am playin it over and over.for you guys,spend most of your time with your loved one for you’ll never know when would they’re be gone……..

just when you thought it is about fallin’ n love?haha!it is not.well,it could be,some kinda like love?whatever!wala lang i just feel like posting a blog.kasi naman natutuwa lang ako what happened to me yesterday,hapon na ko nakapunta ng malcañang para magpa-authenticate ng documents sa haba ng pila at nalilito ako eh nagtanong ako sa isang nakapila,cutie sya infairness e sabi naman nya sya ang last sa line yun pala marami pang susunod sa kaniya but then di na niya ako pinaalis sa line kaya yun ang bilis ko wala pa akong 30 minutes e pauwi na ko ulit.pasaway talaga! kanina lang umaga bumalik ulit ako para kunin na yung documents,biruin mo andun sya ulit at naalaa pa niya ako!yun lang nakaktuwa lang as usual dahil sa nahanap nya ako e nakaligtas na naman ako sa mahabang line!thank God there’s such person like that guy,the thing is hindi ko alam ang name nya, i remember he ask me pero di ko alam kung nagbigay ako ng name.well whatever!—————-